Cry of my heart. ONLY YOU!

How I want to do what is right, but I don't seem to do what is right!
I think I want the best, but I choose the worst!
How is this?
Wouldn’t I be committed to do what I know is right.
But why do I choose to commit to everything else first.
What is this war I am in? A war for my heart!
Please win this war! I pray. I know only You will!

A photo of my family on a fully cranking holiday! a big one to remember!

are you serious? 1 day left? what is this... a house for ants? :-)

hey all

pattaya

pattaya
Originally uploaded by Shane Beckingham.

This is a photo of the walking street in Pattaya (from a distance). It's a full on place! It's basically just one street lined with brothels & full of foreigners. Dogey vil! But there is a YWAM ministry, the Tamar Centre, that is working in the area. They are helping to give the prositutes a new life. Praise God that He gives us all new life.

PHOTOS IN THE HOOD

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ive put up some more photos on my photo flicker. got heaps more to upload though, but don't have the camera with me today. so keep your eyes on the spot.

You can use the link on the side of this page :-) just over >>> that way a bit

the day after yesterday so its pretty much 5.5 now

this morning we got into the Chiang Mai at 5ish. we jumped on a bus last night at 8:50 and cruised all the way here from Bangkok. it was cool. but now im feeling like i could grab a bit more sleep. that would be pro.

hey check this out. last night when we jumped on the bus. they started playing this movie. the name was MEGIDDO. it looked pretty dodge because it had kid that got consumed by fire and didnt burn up. then he tried and killed his younger brother. then went to this evil looking priest guy and it goes on. so im like man... this is in thai... i cant understand it. whats up with this!

... but i kept trying to follow it. Im going "Tom, this look dodge man". but then i was like "Tom, this look like a movie about the antichrist".

How crazy is that man. jump on a bus in the middle of Thailand. and they chuck on a Christian film. MEGIDDO (hebrew) translates as Armageddon.

http://www.8x.com/films/megiddo/

check it out. they did a pretty good job.

I WONDER WHAT THE PEOPLE ON THE BUS THOUGHT?

by the way. the beast gets chucked in the lake of fire. God kicks it.

I WONDER WHAT HAPPENED IN THEIR HEARTS WHEN THEY WATCHED IT?

6.5 to go

man it flying ahead. its approx. 6.5 days till i will be at home in oz again.

man i have a stack of stories to tell. so i will chuck them up here as time goes on.

Its been a full on time here, but an HUGE time at that! God has blessed tom with great friends here. and i have got to spend a heap of time with them. And know i consider them my mates too.

have to run.
see ya all soon.
Worrrd out!